I Can't Say What Is On My Mind

I can’t say what is on my mind,
With out my world collapsing,
You have neglected my inmost needs,
Where have you been?

I am lost in an ocean
I can’t breath,
The waves are crashing against my face,
I am tired of this current
One day the sea is calm,
The next…

I have found solace elsewhere
You are dying to know
Aren’t you?
Well you would die
I want to die
The fates have played a cruel joke on my heart.
And all because of you.

I am a writer, a poet,
I see life in an array of words
I had no words
No emotion for a long time
But life has changed
I have changed
And I can’t say how.

For a poet,
This is death.