Down Low

The high road
brought me down low
beneath hell that awaits my soul

Heaven will save me,
but that could take too long
My body is already engulfed in flames

When did I fall to the dark side?
I try to hold tight to the light
But wonder, "do I want to?"

It is a faulty vision,
Right verses Wrong,
Love created from hate.

Clarity is a figment of my imagination,
my desire
my dream

There is a fog of uncertainty
overwhelming my mind,
But my heart doesn't care.

The blood drizzles from my heart
Like a leaky faucet,
Enough to keep me up at night

Why?
Why? Why? Why?
Never an answer.